18 nov. 2008

Fighter

Sé que debería estar terminando el informe de las piezas que trabajé en taller, pero la verdad escribir sobre procesos de deterioro en este momento no se me da. De pronto me encuentro quejándome con mi psicólogo privado, amigo del alma, casi hermano, y él me abofetea virtualmente, para que me saque de la cabeza a ese restaurador que la gente decía era mi gemelo fantástico y al cual le dio por usarme de tapete, kleenex y otras cosillas.

Y me enojo conmigo por haberme hecho telarañas mentales con aquella infame criatura, ese el de los ojos tristes y las manos fuertes, que aun me deja idiotizada cuando lo miro. Pero que al mismo tiempo se me cuecen las tripas si me le acerco porque me acuerdo de lo estúpida que me hiso sentir. Me vienen a la cabeza todas esas cosas feas que dijo de mi, como por ejemplo que yo no se la diferencia entre pechos y trasero porque carezco de ellos.

Pero no debo dejarme vencer por aquel tropiezo emocional, en vez de pudrirme en mi inmundicia, es mejor aprender del azotón. Lo que no te mata te hace más fuerte, como dice esa canción de Cristina Aguilera que tanto me gusta"...in the end I wanna thank you 'Cause you made me that much stronger".

Que por cierto el video me encanta, para ser sincera creo que es de los pocos videos que me gusta de esta cantante, achaco el gusto a mi fijación con Floria Sigismondi.




FIGHTER

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger

Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you, cause it...

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanted to haunt me
But that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me

I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Thought I would forget
But I, I remember
I'll remember, I'll remember

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

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